This post was a unpublished post from 2012
I decided my themes for 2012 is that everything is possible, not to do anything that does not make me happy, love someone that truly loves me return, embrace my family and friends, and take my company to the next level. When you pray for something for some long you have to believe that God will deliver.
I reunited with a old college friend and decided to give relationship a try and it was good but something unexpected happened to end the relationship but not the friendship.My daughter also got married and moved back to Monroe.
My son signed his letter of intent for football with University of Saint Mary in Leavensworth , KS. He is following in my footsteps and majoring in Computer Information Systems. My godsons also signed on signing day and will go to Lincoln University and SMU
I have look for my son's father for 23 years and I thought that I would never find him. I was so in love with him when I left him 1989 but I let the fear of my father come before everything that was important to me at that time. I dropped out of college ran off from the man I was so in love with pregnant with his child because I thought it was the best thing for all of us but I never told him I was carrying his child. Only a few ppl knew but our friends close to us had an idea. He did find out but it was after I left. I was so worried but my father finding out that hide it from everyone. The end result was not good and my son Lil Malcolm died at birth. I made it my mission that I would find his father to tell him the truth and let him know what happen and I search for him for 23 years. I ended up going to one of my bestfriend's wedding and ran into my son's fathers old roommates and homeboys at the wedding and within me being in Chicago for 24 hours I found him. I also met my first cousin Dee and her family and that was so awesome.
I always dream about what it would be like when I found him, what I would say, how I would explain my actions. I always thought we both would be happily married to other ppl. I would be able to tell him what happen and walk away and go back to my life. That was exactly what I said it was " a dream". My life was turned upside down when I found him but things are now settling down for me now again
I made my move to Detroit the last weekend in April. Everything is right on schedule with the move. I have a good job and moved over last weekend and started work last Monday morning. I left my co-workers and friends back at Exxon for my new job at DTE Energy in Detroit.
I miss my kids a lot and can not wait until the end of the month to go get him.
