Day 13 lost inches on HCG

Today is my Uncle Major's funeral. He was 93 and lived a long life. Today will be hard because he and my father was so close and all the memories of him and my father and my Uncle Harrison and Uncle Willie came flowing thru my mind. I sat there and relived my parents funerals again, my grandfather and tears did roll. I knew on the diet side it would be a hard day because repast always has good food and I knew I could not eat any of it. I woke up weighing 200.2 but I took my own food with me and I stay on course. I woke the on Sunday doing great at 197.5. I am determine not to stop until I am healthy the way I feel I should be. I am not doing it for everybody but myself this time. I am loved just the way I am but I know I am not healthy and I have to fix it for myself. Going to funerals just make you think of all the things you want to live to see before you die so I want to play my part and do the things I need to do to stay around to see my grandkids and both of my kids married with families.