My White Suit At the End of My Aisle

I meet my white suit at the end of my aisle in September 2006. I didn’t know that is who he was at the time. We became friends and he became a friend that became my rock and my comforter. He was there for me through the death of my mom and through the roughest breakup of my life. He understood me and never once did he tell me he wanted to be the white suit for me. Through my journey there were many detours and closed roads and people giving me the wrong directions and I kept getting lost. One weekend I took a trip and I walk out a house when I walk outside I look into the face of my white suit at the end of my aisle. From the first hug and the first time in his arms I knew he was my white suit at the end of my isle. That weekend changed the direction of my whole life. Every moment after that weekend made sense to me and I was finally happy and whole. I had found my missing puzzle

piece to my life. I found the man that was missing me from his rib. I start on my journey to my white suit and on my way instead of trusting my GPS , I decided to ask people for directions on the side of the highway. My white suit at the end of my isle gave me the directions and he told me to write them down and remember them but I misplaced the paper I wrote them on. The people that gave me directions got me lost and my white suit believed I wasn’t going to show up and got angry because I didn’t go by the directions I was given. When I found the directions again after getting lost and I made it to my destination my white suit was there but now there was closed doors, detours, closed roads and the doors open sometimes and he lets me in and sometimes the highway opens and it looks like we have the same address to get there but my white suit at the end of my aisle GPS starts to tell him Re-Calculating , take the next legal U-turn. When he is coming in the right direction then his road say detour and it takes him in a different direction. I still have the same address but I had to learn to slow down and wait for my white suit to make it mile marker that I am waiting at for him. One day we will be on the same road heading back to the same address and I will be with my white suit at the end of my aisle for the rest of my life. I love him with all my heart without him in my life it is hard for me to breathe. I miss him when I don’t talk to him and if I go a week without seeing him my week seems likes it gets longer. Every time he touches me I know without a doubt he is my white suit at the end of my aisle. I want to tell scream to the whole world that I love him so much and I never want to live another second of my life without him but for him it is not time yet because he is now on the back roads and trying to navigate through this thing called life without his GPS and find his destination. He wants to do it without my help and find his own way and I have to respect that because he has to show up in the white suit at the end of aisle when he finds his way and not because that is where I want him to be.

Day 13 lost inches on HCG

Today is my Uncle Major's funeral. He was 93 and lived a long life. Today will be hard because he and my father was so close and all the memories of him and my father and my Uncle Harrison and Uncle Willie came flowing thru my mind. I sat there and relived my parents funerals again, my grandfather and tears did roll. I knew on the diet side it would be a hard day because repast always has good food and I knew I could not eat any of it. I woke up weighing 200.2 but I took my own food with me and I stay on course. I woke the on Sunday doing great at 197.5. I am determine not to stop until I am healthy the way I feel I should be. I am not doing it for everybody but myself this time. I am loved just the way I am but I know I am not healthy and I have to fix it for myself. Going to funerals just make you think of all the things you want to live to see before you die so I want to play my part and do the things I need to do to stay around to see my grandkids and both of my kids married with families.

Day 12 down 10.9 pounds on the HCG Diet

 I fixed the problems and tried something new. I didn't have the chocolate delight or the sugar-free Popsicle . I did not have the non-diary creamer and I had green day 64 oz of it at work. So I have to stay on track. I am trying to be down by 20 pounds when I  go to St. Louis for the DJs United Conference in St. Louis next weekend. I have to take a lot of pictures at these conferences and I don't want to look like I did last year when I see the pictures and videos and next year I will look like a completely different person. My son will not be able to go to the conference with me but I still get to see him Sunday. I have to order the flyers and business cards for next week and I know I am cutting it close. I also have to get all my homework done early. My uncle passed on last Friday and the funeral is tomorrow. My sister Mary is here but my brothers Rudy and Tim can't come and my sister Denny can't come. I miss all of them and have not seen all of them at one time since Mom's funeral in 2010. We plan to get together next year in San Jose.

Day 11 Hcg Diet ! I gained weight up to 200.1

I found out that I could not have non-diary creamer in my coffee. I also started drinking green tea all day. I went to grocery store I got some oranges,grapefruit, red and green apples, chicken breast, ground beef, red bell pepper, orange bell pepper and green bell pepper and real onions, celery, more lettuce and mushrooms. I bought broccoli and cauliflower but I can't have them until Phrase 3. I was watching a video on YouTube on storing raw fruits and vegetables and it was talking about the plastic tubs that the organic lettuce comes in and I had two of them so I am going to open my dole lettuce and put it in them to see if it will last. I marinade some steak the other day and I so this recipe on YouTube on how to make it look like alot of protein by cutting thin strips and cutting it that way and it works!!

Day 10 Hcg Diet Lose 10.3 Pounds

Hey There, this is day 10 for me and I have lost 10.3 pounds. It should have been 11.3 but yesterday I did not drink enough water and I tried to add Chocolate Delight to my diet. Yesterday was the first day I tried Talipia on this diet. I have been doing chicken, shrimp, crab, lobster and beef. The day before I did walk around the complex but I did not do exercise because we are not suppose to exercise in Phase 2. I watch many youtube videos yesterday on Phase 2 recipes, chocolate delight, coconut oil and apple cider vinegar benefits. I have some meetings today but I decided to rename my blog www.adorablep.com today. This blog had been a hidden blog but I am ready to make it public. Maybe my experiences can help someone else.

Have a great day! I have to finish my gallon of water today..

My Weight Loss battle! HCG phrase 2

This video covers 2011-2014. In this video you will see my battle continue with my weight loss. I moved from Houston to Detroit. I am adjusting to a new place, new job, living alone, a new situation, moving my DJ company, adjusting to living around my family and the horrible winters. I go from 167 back up to 209. It has been stressful adjusting but I am finally stable. I am working full-time in Management with three regions of my own, in school full-time , running Sniper Squad and in a situation that works great for me with a guy I am very much in love with that is awesome. I have started back on HCG and started at 209 last Saturday and it is going good

My Weight Loss battle! HCG pt 1

Well I have started back on my HCG Diet. I have had a weight problem my whole life and for the last two months I have been checking on weight loss surgery. My insurance told be they would pay 100% but my kids are so against it. I got sick in 2000 after going on a 6 month medically supervised liquid diet. I went from 214 to 160 in 6 month but I ended up with gallstones. When the doctors were checking to make sure it was okay to remove my gallbladder , a gallstone rip thru my pancreas and I ended up with severe pancreatitis and given 3 weeks to live and died twice. I also had 8 surgeries in a month. So my kids do not agree with any surgery. This first video you will see my battle with weight. I will lose and gain. During this video it spans from 1996-2011. In 2011 , I found HCG and I believe in it 100%. I went thru divorce and two bad relationships and by the end of the video I was in new situation and happy. This is my weight loss journey