Day 12 down 10.9 pounds on the HCG Diet

 I fixed the problems and tried something new. I didn't have the chocolate delight or the sugar-free Popsicle . I did not have the non-diary creamer and I had green day 64 oz of it at work. So I have to stay on track. I am trying to be down by 20 pounds when I  go to St. Louis for the DJs United Conference in St. Louis next weekend. I have to take a lot of pictures at these conferences and I don't want to look like I did last year when I see the pictures and videos and next year I will look like a completely different person. My son will not be able to go to the conference with me but I still get to see him Sunday. I have to order the flyers and business cards for next week and I know I am cutting it close. I also have to get all my homework done early. My uncle passed on last Friday and the funeral is tomorrow. My sister Mary is here but my brothers Rudy and Tim can't come and my sister Denny can't come. I miss all of them and have not seen all of them at one time since Mom's funeral in 2010. We plan to get together next year in San Jose.

Day 11 Hcg Diet ! I gained weight up to 200.1

I found out that I could not have non-diary creamer in my coffee. I also started drinking green tea all day. I went to grocery store I got some oranges,grapefruit, red and green apples, chicken breast, ground beef, red bell pepper, orange bell pepper and green bell pepper and real onions, celery, more lettuce and mushrooms. I bought broccoli and cauliflower but I can't have them until Phrase 3. I was watching a video on YouTube on storing raw fruits and vegetables and it was talking about the plastic tubs that the organic lettuce comes in and I had two of them so I am going to open my dole lettuce and put it in them to see if it will last. I marinade some steak the other day and I so this recipe on YouTube on how to make it look like alot of protein by cutting thin strips and cutting it that way and it works!!

Day 10 Hcg Diet Lose 10.3 Pounds

Hey There, this is day 10 for me and I have lost 10.3 pounds. It should have been 11.3 but yesterday I did not drink enough water and I tried to add Chocolate Delight to my diet. Yesterday was the first day I tried Talipia on this diet. I have been doing chicken, shrimp, crab, lobster and beef. The day before I did walk around the complex but I did not do exercise because we are not suppose to exercise in Phase 2. I watch many youtube videos yesterday on Phase 2 recipes, chocolate delight, coconut oil and apple cider vinegar benefits. I have some meetings today but I decided to rename my blog www.adorablep.com today. This blog had been a hidden blog but I am ready to make it public. Maybe my experiences can help someone else.

Have a great day! I have to finish my gallon of water today..

My Weight Loss battle! HCG phrase 2

This video covers 2011-2014. In this video you will see my battle continue with my weight loss. I moved from Houston to Detroit. I am adjusting to a new place, new job, living alone, a new situation, moving my DJ company, adjusting to living around my family and the horrible winters. I go from 167 back up to 209. It has been stressful adjusting but I am finally stable. I am working full-time in Management with three regions of my own, in school full-time , running Sniper Squad and in a situation that works great for me with a guy I am very much in love with that is awesome. I have started back on HCG and started at 209 last Saturday and it is going good

My Weight Loss battle! HCG pt 1

Well I have started back on my HCG Diet. I have had a weight problem my whole life and for the last two months I have been checking on weight loss surgery. My insurance told be they would pay 100% but my kids are so against it. I got sick in 2000 after going on a 6 month medically supervised liquid diet. I went from 214 to 160 in 6 month but I ended up with gallstones. When the doctors were checking to make sure it was okay to remove my gallbladder , a gallstone rip thru my pancreas and I ended up with severe pancreatitis and given 3 weeks to live and died twice. I also had 8 surgeries in a month. So my kids do not agree with any surgery. This first video you will see my battle with weight. I will lose and gain. During this video it spans from 1996-2011. In 2011 , I found HCG and I believe in it 100%. I went thru divorce and two bad relationships and by the end of the video I was in new situation and happy. This is my weight loss journey

Back to Dieting again!

Well it is that time again for me to start back to my dieting. I have reached my high again of 207 and that is not where I am comfortable. I was talking to my girl in Stockton the other day and we had this long conversation because she has known me since I was in my early 20's . She was telling me that I have always had a complex about my weight and I need to stop and learn to love me at any size. I have always loved me and will always love me but I also know at what size I feel comfortable. It is about what size a guy feels I should be because I have learn there is a man that will love you at any size. I am thinking about weight loss surgery but I am back on my HCG for now and I started it on Saturday. I had to eat everything in sight on Saturday and Sunday and gain a pound and a half but I am back on track now. I am at 204.4 this morning. I have got everything I need to prepare my meals and it is easier because I just have to worry about me this time. Me, Sakyi, Diana are doing the new lifestyle thing now. My goal is 150.

Work is awesome and loving everyday. It is different being the boss in the IT world again. My team is awesome and my managers are great. Going to do a site visit in May in Kansas and Oklahoma.

Well me a girl in Baton Rouge have some deep conversations. The new one this week is Money a condition for someone loving you. My answer is money as nothing to do with love. You can love someone and be broke. Just because someone can not buy you things and give you money does not mean they do not love you. It means they can not afford to help you financially and you should respect that and not expect it.

I may be going to visit Monroe for the 4th of July to go to my friends' family reunion and see my brother. I am not sure yet but I am thinking about it. I haven't seen my brother since 2012 and my friend since 2011.

School is great but a lot of time I have to put into it. I have a 3.0 g.p.a . I am learning a lot and it is helping with work and my company.

I moved into my 2 bedroom on Feb 11th and I love it. I also got TJ a car. It isn't new but he loves it.

I got to see Sakyi also I sent for her to come visit me for a couple of days and it was a good feeling to see my daughter. I haven't seen TJ since September and can not wait for him to come home in May

As far as love let's say that it is a subject that I don't express. It is called a invisible force field. Anyone that is close to me will understand the the statement

See ya! later!!! Peace

Emotions all over the place

This was a untitled unpublished post from 5/2014

I have been divorced since 2005 and I had a couple of relationships since then but none of them like my marriage. I was married for 15 years and everyday I was married i know without a doubt my husband loved me even when I filed for a divorce. I knew I came first in his life and everyone that knew him also knew this fact. I have not had this since then and sometimes I miss it. Sometimes I even miss somethings about the relationship I had after marriage. He did a lot of things for me that made me feel special. Since I came into the music industry I have not been able to have a open public relationship and sometimes that is hard. I woke up and realized that I have lived alone since I put my ex-boyfriend out Nov 5th 2005. My life is busy and I don't have alot of free time but to be honest I guess I don't know what I want anymore. I think the hardest part for me now is to know that  I have feelings that never express anymore. One day I will be able to express how I feel and one day I will be able to scream it from the top of the tallest building and post it for the whole world to see.  For now I focus on me and doing the things to make myself a better me!