I am finding out that it does get better everyday. Just like the other times the wound does heal in time. I am focus on my company and the work ahead that is on my plate. I am enjoying being Mom again to my kids. The break I took really help me alot and to close some doors from the past. My kids are my hearts and watching them grow up puts a smile on my face. I really missed the day to day things that happen with them when I moved away. I love to watch them sleep, eat and just enjoy life. At one point I felt my kids did not want to be with me and that hurt alot. Not only do I have my kids, I have Bryan, Jarvis, Lil Jarvis, Swoll, AJ, Kemo and Matt and the others. I have my sister Margo and I am working on my relationships with my birth sisters and brothers. I had to let them know how I feel and my hurt and pain from them. My mom is doing better and I am happy about that to! I am on my 12 step TA program and I am taking it one day at a time!!!!!
